i wonder at times

ok this evening

what does it mean to be a natural at something

just so very good at what you're doing

me?

it's my superman, bull's eye focus

why lie?

i believe it

and that's my secret

knowing what to hold onto

when and what to let go

of

too much

ah

having fun

doing

what i

got

paying attention

playing

instead of feigning

wishingwantingablecapable

of 

driving

walking

talking

licking a sugar coated coffin.

huh?

:)

 high speed flow

we do it all the time

the focus 

the goal

i don't know

most people don't have a target

and most people don't even care to have one

is that true?

i read this a few days ago

and wondered

and thought

perhaps

a target

damn

:)

a true target.

that we enjoy ourselves

on and off

that we are ourselves

that we're open

sharing giving

interacting

beautifully

"you took away the fear,

and you brought me back to the light.

you are the sun,  you make me shine ..."

michael jackson on the jukebox tonight

"... you are my life."

:)

i am my life

you are your life

we are our life

"no more tears

no more pain

cause you love me"

"you help me understand

that love is the answer to all that i am

and i'm, i'm a better (wo)man since you taught me

by sharing your life."

mj on the jukebox tonight

corny?

i don't know

don't think so

he too was considered quite the natural

i respect him

don't know him, so i don't know whether i like him

but i bet if i was in a really good place i would and could

respecting the love

respecting the spirit

respecting and cherishing a person who in many important ways is so with it

you are the sun

you make me shine

you are my life

mj on the jukebox tonight

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